totally flunked today's monthly shoot
80 79 80 78 88 88 -.-
which means add up to total 493.
in other words,
record low for my year 2009.
although with my hand injured,
i know that isn't a excuse.
NYT monthly shoot,
here i come.
Target: 88 88 88 88 88 90 = 530
Lol.

Zhixian switch to rifle liaos,
i have 1 less teammate.
I am still thinking whether i should shoot NUS invitational shoot in June 2009,
alongside with hopefully Safiuddin and Jinn Yuan.

I wasted 2 chances,
upcoming are 2/3 more.
Should i take it?
Or rot.
Take it baby.

PS: Damn you kelvin of 4e2 for scamming us rawr@!

decided not to go training today. mouth still pain after gonna 'whacked' by leon yesterday during soccer.. cnt eat hard stuffs for nw.. gonna kill u man leon!!
yesterday was fun.. quite a number of us were playing at the void deck near renon house.. includes me,renon,leon,jinhao,boyi,beiling,amanda,tedmond, ponyo, juntong, bawang(hehe?), beiling's brother. (PS if i didnt state ur name. i STM!)
scored quite a number of goals personally, assist more :D
tomoro is monthly shoot already, yet i lack training! goddamnit..



Beautiful life, beautiful you.
It has been 1 month since den.
You are the one and only, treasure in my life.

Mid Years are coming. Studying in progress. Must work on SPA skill 1 & skill 2.. Come'on Darren!!!

I am so happy.

All the things she said, running thru my head...

[Jay Z]
Yes, it's so crazy right now
Most incredibly, it's ya girl, B
It's ya boy, Young

[Beyonce]
You ready
Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, oh no no
Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, oh no no
Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, oh no no
Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, oh no no

[Jay Z]
Yeah, history in the making
Part two, it's so crazy right now

[Beyonce]
I look and stare so deep in your eyes
I touch on you more and more every time
When you leave I'm begging you not to go
Call your name two or three times in a row
Such a funny thing for me to try to explain
How I'm feeling and my pride is the one to blame
Cause I know I don't understand
Just how your love your doing no one else can

[chorus]
Got me looking so crazy right now, your love's
Got me looking so crazy right now (in love)
Got me looking so crazy right now, your touch
Got me looking so crazy right now (your touch)
Got me hoping you'll page me right now, your kiss
Got me hoping you'll save me right now
Looking so crazy in love's
Got me looking, got me looking so crazy in love

Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, oh no no
Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, oh no no
Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, oh no no
Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, oh no no

When I talk to my friends so quietly
(Who he think he is) Look at what you did to me
Tennis shoes, don't even need to buy a new dress
If you ain't there ain't nobody else to impress
The way that you know what I thought I knew
It's the beat my heart skips when I'm with you
But I still don't understand
Just how the love your doing no one else can

[chorus]
Got me looking so crazy right now, your love's
Got me looking so crazy right now (oh crazy)
Got me looking so crazy right now, your touch (you're in love)
Got me looking so crazy right now (love!)
Got me hoping you'll page me right now, your kiss (hey!)
Got me hoping you'll save me right now
Looking so crazy in love's (hey)
Got me looking, got me looking so crazy in love

I'm Looking so crazy in love's
Got me looking, got me looking so crazy in love

[Jay Z (Beyonce)]
Check it, let's go
Young Hov, y'all know when the flow is loco
Young B and the R-O-C, uh oh (oh)
Ol' G, big homie, the one and only
Stick bony, but the pocket is fat like Tony Soprano (oh no)
The ROC handle like Van Axel
I shake phoneys man, you can't get next to
The genuine article I go, I do not sing though
I sling though, if anything I bling yo

A star like Ringo, worn like a green beret
Crazy bring ya whole set
Jay Z in the range, crazy and deranged
They can't figure them out they like, "Hey is he insane" (oh no)
Yes sir, I'm cut from a different cloth
My texture is the best fur, of chinchilla
(Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, oh no no)
Been dealing with chain smokers
But how you think I got the name Hova
(Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, oh no no)
I been realer, the game's over
(Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, oh no no)
Fall back young, ever since the label changed over
(Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, oh no no)
To platinum, the game's been wrap, One

[Beyonce]
Got me looking, so crazy, my baby
I'm not myself, lately I'm foolish, I don't do this
I've been playing myself, baby I don't care
Cause your love's got the best of me
And baby, you're making a fool of me
You got me sprung and I don't care who sees
Cause baby, you got me, you got me, so crazy baby
Hey!

[chorus]
Got me looking so crazy right now, your love's (oh love)
Got me looking so crazy right now (lookin' crazy)
Got me looking so crazy right now, your touch
Got me looking so crazy right now
Got me hoping you'll page me right now, your kiss (baby)
Got me hoping you'll save me right now (baby)
Looking so crazy in love's (whoa!)
Got me looking, got me looking so crazy in love (whoa!)

Got me looking so crazy right now, your love's
Got me looking so crazy right now (your love)
Got me looking so crazy right now, your touch
Got me looking so crazy right now (your touch)
Got me hoping you'll page me right now, your kiss
Got me hoping you'll save me right now
Looking so crazy in love's
Got me looking, got me looking so crazy in love

Beautiful Love - Tanya Chua

看住时间　别让它再流浪
从前我　太适应悲伤
你的出现在无意中　却深深撼动我
一起走着　没说什么　心是满足的

这个世界　随时都要崩塌
我没有　其他的愿望
假如明天将消失了　趁现在我爱着
只想记得　被你抱着　温热的感受

Love Beautiful So Beautiful
我失去过　更珍惜拥有
多庆幸我是我　被你疼爱的我
紧紧牵住的手　不要放手　永远守护我

Love beautiful So Beautiful
我很快乐　你会了解我
我不会再哭泣　是因为我相信
我们勇敢的爱着　每秒钟
都能证明　一生的美丽

这个世界　随时都要崩塌
我没有　其他的愿望
假如明天将消失了　趁现在我爱着
只想记得　被你抱着　温热的感受

Love Beautiful So Beautiful
我失去过　更珍惜拥有
多庆幸我是我　被你疼爱的我
紧紧牵住的手　不要放手　永远守护我

Love Beautiful So Beautiful
我失去过　更珍惜拥有
多庆幸我是我　被你疼爱的我
紧紧牵住的手　不要放手　永远守护我

Love Beautiful So Beautiful
我很快乐　你会了解我
我不会再哭泣　是因为我相信
我们勇敢的爱着　每秒钟
都能证明　一生的美丽

Love's Beautiful So Beautiful~

Ripped this from huien's blog.. veri boliao, thats y.. nth to do, lets do this

1. Real name : Darren Teo Wei Kang
2. Nickname(s) : DT, Sexy Legs (ping pong piang!)
3. Star sign : Virgo
4. Male or female : male duh?
5. Primary School : Jurong West
6. Secondary School : Fuhua
7. JC/Poly : Hoping to go to AJC, NJC or ACJC
8. Hair color : At young was red, than gradually become black
9. Long or short : Short
10. Loud or Quiet : Crazy(!)
11. Sweats or Jeans : Jeans
12. Phone or Camera : Phone with camera built in
13. Health freak : nop
14. Drink or Smoke? : drink on rare occasion
15. Do you have a crush on someone? o.o
16. Eat or Drink : eat
17. Piercings:-
18. Tattoos : -

HAVE YOU EVER?
19. Been on an airplane : No
20. Been in a relationship : Yea
21. Been in a car accident : Nop
22. Been in a fist fight : Yes

FIRST :
23. First piercing :-
24. First best friend: Joel Chin
25. First award : hmmmph.. cant rmbr:(
26. First crush : cnt sae :D
28. First vacation : msia?

LAST :
29. Last person you talked to : Mom
30. Last person you texted : Xinyi
31. Last person(s) you watched a movie with : zOMG, last time i watch was years ago i tink...
32. Last food you ate : carrot cake
33. Last movie you watched : twilight
34. Last song you listened to : the 3rd song on jayda blog, dunnoe wad name
35. Last thing you bought : a tee from spades
36. Last person you hugged : kaiqin?

FAVE :
37. Food: nice food(!)
38. Drinks : same as food la!
39. Clothing : simplicity
40. Book(s) : What are books?
41. Song : nice songs can le :D but most of the times are emo songs
42. Flower : roses
43. Colors : as what i always said, HOT PINK ROCKS(!!!)
44. Movies : those of detective kindda with murders etc and with twist and turns in it and a lot more
45. Phrase : He who steals my chocolate shall die.
46. Subjects: chinese, talking lesson to be exact

In 2008, I
47. [ ] Kissed in the snow
48. [ ] Celebrated Halloween
49. [x] Had your heart broken
50. [x] Went over the minutes on your cell phone
51. [x] Someone questioned your sexual orientation
52. [ ] Came out of the closet
53. [ ] Gotten pregnant
54. [ ] Had an abortion
55. [x] Done something you've regretted
56. [x] Broke a promise
57. [x] Hid a secret
58. [x] Pretended to be happy
59. [x] Met someone who changed your life
60. [x] Pretended to be sick
61. [ ] Left the country
62. [x] Tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
63. [x] Cried over the silliest thing
64. [x] Ran a mile
65. [x] Went to the beach with your best friend(s)
66. [x] Stay single the whole year

CURRENTLY :
67. Eating :-
68. Drinking : Root beer
69. I'm about ton: what it mean?
70. Listening to : Better In Time - Leona Lewis
71. Plans for tomorrow : should be homework barhs.. too many liaos :(
72. Waiting for : o level to come and go

YOUR FUTURE :
73. Want kids? : dunnoe
74. Want to get married? : dunnoe
75. Careers in mind : one step at a time ba

WHICH IS BETTER WITH BOY : (what the pong?)
76. Lips or eyes : eyes
77. Shorter or taller? : TALL!
78. Romantic or spontaneous : Romantic ,
79. Nice stomach or nice arms : Both
80. Sensitive or loud : Sensitive
81. Hook-up or relationship : Relationship .
82. Trouble-maker or hesitant :?

HAVE YOU EVER :
83. Lost glasses/contacts : nah
84. Ran away from home : i so guai derhs :)
85. Hold a gun/knife for self defense : held a gun, but nt for self defense
86. Killed somebody : killed the trees..
87. Broken someone's heart : nah...
88. Been arrested : nah...
89. Cried when someone died : no1 died.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
90. Yourself : LOTS!
91. Miracles : hmmmm...
92. Love at first sight : Yea
93. Heaven : hell.
94. Santa Claus : gimme a present this xmas and i will believe in u 4eva
95. Sex on the first date : pwned
96. Kiss on the first date : possible..

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? yea..
98. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? : nop..
99. Do you believe in God : i believe in myself more..
100. This is the 100th and last : who cares? i am juz wasting time over this..

i suddenly wanna learn beach volleyball.. sudden urge.. i dunnoe y.. simply random.

Bahhhhhhhhhhhhh!

o damn, i think i gonna flunk all the test... had been missing too much lessons. now i dun even noe some simple basics which others had understood. today morning 1st period already chinese, was like so sian diao lo... after dat e maths set revision.. teacher 'pian pian' dun wan go thru the e maths acsi paper dat i have done lo.. den gt chem lesson, titration.. as bored as usual, i prefer his theory lesson.. so much more better.. after that SS and a maths test.. SS i only gt confidence in the part a la.. different class get different question.. sian diao lo.. part a cuz i gt read a bit.. or else really will die.. a maths is totally flunk.. i keep get stuck n i dunnoe y.. lols..
wadeva.. i go do something else.. so bored..

Sorry my dearest baby...